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By: Amber Michelle
Xenogears is (c) Squaresoft - this is a non-profit fan work.
The story is rampant with spoilers, so read at your own risk.
"WHY? Why did you do this to me? Why did you curse me to this? WHY?!"
Elly's eyes snapped open, her entire body ringing with Kahran's empty, despairing
But it was just a memory...... there were no screams here, no sounds, no light, no
shadow. Just the soft glow of...... something...... in the mirror, wavering like water.
"It's only a symbol, Elehayym. Just that."
She stared at the soft glow; behind it, she stared back at herself. It was as if the vision
was an echo, and she could see both herself, and the other half of her soul. The one with
indigo hair, and the blackness of creation behind her eyes. "Why...... are you here?"
Her reflection became sharper, the barrier thinner. "You have your memories...... and I
"Why am I here?"
"We've ...... merged with him. But I cannot merge with you, not yet. You understand,
don't you? This barrier...... it's of our making."
Whispers...... whispers everywhere, and voices so familiar she almost recognized them
as her own...... but they were just echoed, pale imitations of voices, and sounds, and
despairing cries. They weren't her own voices...... their lives seemed to stretch through
eternity, beyond understanding. Not like her's.......
"We are separated by such a thin line, Elehayym......" The reflection lifted a slender
hand, splaying it palm-out. The air between them rippled in pale, near-invisible
concentric rings, as if her fingers were five stones, dropped into a pool of water. Her
eyes might as well have been cold space, for all they gave; they were dark,
bottomless........ or perhaps she was viewing the stars through her eyes...... humanity's
origin. The stars. "I have only done what is necessary to keep the humans on this planet
alive. Is that not what you have done, all along?"
Her eyes were empty; but Elly's were brimming with tears. Tears........ real, or imagined,
in this place? "Life...... is not always what is most important. Haven't you realized that
yet? Sometimes it's the eternal soul that must be saved, not the mortal flesh......" She
lifted her own hand, resting it on the sheen of the barrier in reflection of Miang. More
ripples spread from their hands, flashing brightly, in all colors and in none she had ever
seen. But she could not feel it; she felt only the death-like coldness of her counterpart's
"You...... you don't understand." Elly shook her head violently, shaking Cain's thoughts
from her head. "You don't care! How do you expect to rule these people if you don't
even understand how to feel for them? They share your soul!"
"You are the one who does not understand, Elehayym."
The woman rested her hand on Cain's shoulder, flawless indigo hair shifting in a sudden
breeze. A perfect pair...... even their coloring set off the other...... Where Cain's golden
eyes and pale hair glinted in the remaining light of sunset, hers seemed to draw it all in
and trap it within her bottomless eyes, never letting a glimmer escape. And when she
touched him, the light was drawn from his eyes as well.
"No......" Elly backed away, clasping Abel's hand. He had said nothing -- was he under
her spell as well?
"We have a purpose - and so do you. But yours will not be served in this realm......" The
Gazel filed into line, each lifting a weapon salvaged from Kadomony.
"Weren't you satisfied with him, Miang? Why did you have to hurt another soul
needlessly?" Her counterpart's flesh was warming - or perhaps she was simply growing
accustomed to the chill. "Or did Cain escape you? Did he realize, in his last moments,
what has eluded you for all these millennia?"
"So...... your accusation is correct......" Miang's brows contracted. "It does not matter......
He was just a misguided pawn, like all the others. We are the only necessary
components of Deus......"
The barrier reflected her uncertainty, shifting gray......
"Commander......?" Elly shook her head, trying to clear it of her awful dream.
His golden eyes met hers for an instant; then he pulled the rope tighter, jerking it into
place about her arm, binding her to the wooden frame. Her other wrist was already
similarly bound, held immobile by fibers even a sword might not cut through.
"Commander......" she whispered again. Recognition flashed in his eyes. Pity nearly
rose to the surface, but he shook his head. "Why do you......? Do you understand what
they are doing to you......?"
Miang rested her hand on his shoulder, seeming to materialize from nowhere. Her short-cropped hair wavered in an errant stirring of the air, and her flawless face and
bottomless eyes seemed to suck in the little light Merkava held. Ramsus's eyes lost their
luster, the light's play on his pale hair dimmed. Not a glimmer escaped her touch......
"You are the one who does not understand, Elehayym. We have a purpose -- but yours
will not be served in this realm......"
Miang's hand spasmed, and Elly pressed her fingers harder against the barrier, feeling the
chill draining. "Why did you do this to him Miang?"she asked softly, echoing Kahran's
last scream before their merging. "All he needed was love. He didn't deserve this......"
"From humanity to one errant boy?" Her voice was fading, her eyes not so empty. But it
"That is the beauty of the human soul...... to save the one is also to save the many. If one
person is helped and healed by another's actions, it is enough. The greater good will
always be served as long as humans are willing to help and care for one another."
Her counterpart shook her head. "Not good enough. Humanity is self-serving! And so
was he. He wanted me for my support, not to love me. Such a thing is impossible in his
Only for the words you spoke before his birth......
The sheen of the barrier wavered, darkened. "Does it still elude you, Miang......? Still? Even healing oneself is unselfish...... because someone benefits from it. Nothing has